i turned on the tv this morning and pump up the volume was on.

as i watched, i realized that media has really really helped me get through everything that has happened in my life.

heathers, pump up the volume, buffy the vampire slayer, death cab for cutie, jimmy eat world, ben harper, the cure, counting crows, dmb.

= therapy

words. seeing and hearing other people’s worlds. realizing that i wasn’t alone in what i was feeling, despite the fact that i was going thru stuff no one around me seemed to have to deal with